14 Mar 2013

2 problems in 1 post


I have so many things that annoy me so much, one of them is waiting. So many things define waiting, but what i really mean about mine is waiting for my parents to come and fetch me at school right after school ends. When your friends are gone, when you're all alone sitting under a tree waiting for your turn to go home and relax. Do my parents even love me? I dont really care if my parents are late for 4 or 5 minutes, but more than 10 minutes are too much and when your parents arrived, will you stand in digrace or walk like nothing happened? I will definitely walk in disgrace.

Have you ever felt this unsure feelings, im not sure if i have any feelings towards anyone, i mean (the one i love, not bestfriends. i love my bestfriends, an endless love, much love bestfriends xx). This paragraph have nothing to do with my bestfriends, im just confuse with my own feelings and keep on questioning myself. Do i even love anyone or is this temporary? If its permanent, im dead. I cant stand being bombarded with confusions an unsure feelings everyday.

Based on the title, actualy its not 2 problems. I have so many things to be shared but I dont know how to express all of them in one post.

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