The script

 

Firstly, this post isnt about The Script. Just a random title because i love the script so much. Lately, my mind is full of confusions and i keep on feeling unsure, i mean everytime. An unstoppable feeling and confusions. Based on the picture above, yes. I've been asking myself why am i full of confusions and bombarded with an unsure feelings, it really bothers me and my mind. I will let every moment be what its going to be. Whats meant to be will come to my way and what's not will fade away. But questioning myself am i better off dead or continue living really decreases my own confidences in me (which really bothers me and my mind, this will be going on forever, told ya its unstoppable).

Have you ever liked anyone, i dont care if its more than a friend or just a friend but you cant seem to tell him/her. Don't get me wrong, i dont have any feelings with anyone because i dont really think its necessary to have a boyfriend when you're under 18. Am i denying the truth? Awh another problem, me and my denials, i keep on denying the truth. I should start being honest with everyone, eventhough honesty is the best policy i dont really trust anyone except for my bestfriends. People, if you dont love (or trust) your bestfriends, I suggest you to kill yourself with a spoon. Man, thats awful.

I shouldn't let past control me, it's time to let go. But how and why must i? Had a bad time thinking, i need to get a life. for god sake.